Because it’s been a while…
I’m in a new mindset.. A peculiar one that I can’t explain. I feel as good about my life as I’ve felt in a very long time… and yet I feel as if there’s something coming for me. Not sure if it’s good or bad but have you ever felt like someone’s watching you? Well that’s how I feel except it’s as if an event were catching up to me.. and that’s as clear as I can word it because honestly I don’t even know how to put these thoughts into writing. My only hope is that it doesn’t ruin this content state I’m in. Although technically it can’t because this feeling is not derived from a single experience nor a single individual. It is more of an awareness of my own personal growth over time. I guess you could call it maturing except not through my actions but through my perspective on things. There’s a lot that I’m looking forward to this upcoming year and I’m excited for it. To sum this jungle of thoughts up, all I can say is thank you. Thank you family, friends, my nigga with benefits, strangers, the weather, my comfy pillows, EVERYTHING. For once I’m not a depressed whiner and I’m just oh so grateful for that. The end.
